2002-11-10 - 1:20 a.m.
:) :) enjoy fucking life:)

fuck man..im tring to read all thses entries, and fuck .......

i dont even know what to say..im so fucking drunk, and im at the point where i dont even care..i dont know..life is fucking weird...

But you know what, i had a FUCKING BLAST tonight, and a fucking blast this whole weekend..i cant remember a time i was so fucking happy....

Im so happy right now, but i feel as if i shouldnt be....i dont even know...my hands are tingling ly thats all i know....and i know alex was puking i think..and i know tarah is the fucking wickedest sister in the whoe fucking earth..and i know urbas is fucking funny as hell, and he makes me smile..and i know matt is a fucking wicked ass fotball player, and a wicked ass guy..and robin rocks my world...and im just rambling now...and i have have no fucking grunches against anyone, and i think this is ALL FUCKING STUPIDNESS....i thing the problem is, SUMMER IS FUCKING GONE, and we have to deal with that..THINGS FUVKING CHANGE..its took me a fucking while but i fucking dealty with it...and i thinkg because people weere so close during the summer, than now, it justseems,,i dont know..but you know what, let it go....who care...you onlyt live once...so have fun, and who cares about pronbelmes in life...life is fucking wicked, and its short..so enjoy it!

I LVOE YOU ALLLLLL:) and i think i said fucking too many times, and im gonna feel like a fucking idtou when i read this tommrow;) XOXOXOOXOXOXOXOOXOXOX:)

WHEN I drink i think im too lovey!

added-I didnt mea to leave out anyone in that entry..i am/was drunk, so i was just saying things about people, but didnt relise it, til after whoever i wrote last about, so i stopped..haha but i love ya all, and u hate this fucking bitterness!!! with a fucking passion...DOWN WITH BITTERNESS!!! why cant we all get along..:) You all rock my fucjing world in different ways, and i wish i could express in words how much you all mean....even those i didnt contines writing aobout cause i didnt releies i was writint about people, and now i make a no snense, so i think i will take robins advice and go to bed...yummy ketcupg chips andfriut punceh with no alc-mo-hal in it!1! boo-ya-grandpa! haha...bye bye! Eeveryone is welocme over AT the mahonest at 12pm !

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