2003-03-01 - 10:15 p.m.
Issacs..long walk.

I think i should update now, since im not going out tonight because of how i feel..and noone is around to bug me.

So i guess ill update about thursday. So ya the day went by pretty quick. As 7 oclock approached, the party began! The leaf game was the key to the drinking to begin. I had 5 dollars on this game with Ryan, and im sad that the leafs pretty much got killed by the wings:( Sad sad day. So by 9ish i was pretty drunk. Right before we go to the bar i BLAST some of me and jmo's BAR SONGS. so i had my stereo on FULL BLAST, and im dancing around in my room getting ready, when my stereo and everything that is on that shelf with it comes TUMBLING down. LUCKY my bed is right underneath, and not was damaged. I literally screamed FUCKKKKKKK, and was going insane, partly because we were just about to leave and my room turned into ground zero of where a tornado hit.

So we left around 9:30, and because of threats by the University to close down Isaacs because of over-consumption of alchol and fights and stuff, the secruity was really tight, and they made us wait outside for like 20 minutes. Once we got inside the line flew, and we were in by 10. Right away we hit the bar *oh and the free drinks they were giving out!*. The place was PACKEDDD, and im surprised how packed the dance floor was at the time we got there. Alot of us were chilling upstairs, and me and jmo went downstairs to the dance floor and dance it up on the speakers! oh ya. We cant go to Isaac's without dancing on the speakers!

So after that we went upstairs again, and by this time Drew and his friends were there. I might metion them later in this entry so it was Doug, Fletcher, Marlow, and Porno. I met Fletcher earlyer in the night, and Jamie introduced me to the other two guys, and we chatted it up and they were really nice. Porno kept taking my hand and kissing it. haha. So i saw doug and i go over and give him a big hug. That was the start of us pretty much being together the WHOLE night. We chilled upstairs and chatted it up. It was cool cause i went to go stand by the bar for some reason *i dont remember my reasoning cause i dont think i wanted to buy anymore drinks* and these three guys were there, and they would randomly buy 4 drinks, and the one guy hands me the 4th. Im like sure free drinks. Than one of the other guys buys me a beer. I found this really weird as i did not speak ONE word to any of them. After that drink acually i ran to the washroom and puked, but felt so much better so i drank some more! haha i really have to stop. So ya...everyone started to head downstairs to the dance floor. Me and doug danced a bit, than pretty much just sat at a table and talked. It was cute. It was kinda weird cause he knew ALLL this stuff about me from the First time we met. He kept saying stuff and i was like "HOW the hell did you know that..." He told me i told him last time, and that was just more varifaction of how drunk i REALLY was, cause i honestly dont remember telling him some stuff. Oh well. Its funny cause his name for me is "Breathless" which comes from Dick Tracy. Ive never seen the movie but i was constantly reminded throughout my life of a character in Dick Tracy with the name Mahoney. So ya. The night was good.

We left around 1:30 with drew, all his friends, and Jamie. On the walk home *reminder everyone is hammered* Drew started to play fight with Jamie. He kinda slapped her in the face, so the rest of the guys start play fighting with each other in the snow. Me, Jamie and Porno kinda walk ahead, Porno tackles me into the snow, putting snow down my pants, and the three of us run back inside res. The rest of the guys dont come, but we wait so we can let them in. Next thing i know Drew and Marlow are by the doors SCREAMING at each other. Flecter comes inside with his shirt ripped, and tells us that Marlow has taken things too far. Porno goes running out, and him and doug have to hold the two guys back from each other. Drew comes storming inside SCREAMING for them to get the fuck outta here, and go the fuck home. I was honestly really scared, cause ive never seen drew like that, and this guy marlow started beating the shit outta the door. Drew than starts screaming at Porno, and goes storming up to his room. This don comes to see all the craziness, and this marlow guy was also scaring the shit outta me. Finally he calms down, drew comes back down, and the two of them go shake hands, walk down the path, and go smoke some weed together and everything was fine. I swear guys are fucking fucked. hahhaa.

Jamie got really pissed too cause some guy called her a slut, so she went storming up to her room *i didnt know this til after*. Me, Doug and Fletcher decide we want to drink some more, so we head up to Drews room. I didnt drink anymore *i dont even know why i wanted to*, but the guys did. There was this HUGE shaving cream war with some people in our house, and it honesly turned into a mad house cause pretty much EVERYONE went out and got plastered. This caused the head of res to come and write like everyone up...We all went down to the 3rd floor *mine* and Jamie had some "company" so we chilled in her room til she kicked us out, and me, Flechter, and Doug just chilled in the hall. We talked, and they put popcorn down my pants when i passed out for two seconds lying there...it was fun.. the guys crack me up. I think we chilled out there for what seemed like a long time..I think Fletch went to the washroom or summin and me and Doug decide to go to bed. HAHAHA. I think it was like 5:30 at this time. I said he could sleep in my bed. BAHHHHH sometimes i hate havin a double room, cause i honestly feel so bad having a guy sleep in my bed with someone eles there. Just real akwardness. So ya, we cuddled and kissed and stuff, and went to sleep. I think we woke up around 9, and just talked and he looked at my pictures on the wall and stuff. Fletcher knocked on the door a bit later, and he said they were going to the Casino and home now. So he gave me a hug and told me he was gonna figure out MSN so he could talk to me. I dont know what to think. I really like him, and Jamie acually asked me earlyer in the night when we were going the washroom if i liked him cause apparently he kept bugging her to hook him up with me, and put in a good word about him to me. So ya..whatever, let life happen.

So yesterday was ok. I was really tired, and had a nap and stuff. Noone really did anything last night. People acually went to sleep really early. I was talking to Kevin on MSN and watching Ferris Buellers day off. It was around 11ish and he said he was going to bed. I told him he cant, cause i wanted someone to talk to, so he invited me over. I had nothing else to do, so i went! We watched the rest of the movie, and than i made him watch Blind Date. HAHAH i like chilling with him, maybe cause i can be myself around him and im confortable, so it was fun. He cracks me up too. I was coughing really bad, and not feeling so great so i left around 2.

Today was ok. Again very tired and not feeling so great. Some of the girls were goin on a walk to our house, so i decided last minute i would join.It was me, jmo, krista, tracy, gordo, and garrett. We wanted to go thru the forest/niagar escartment but didnt know how to get there that way, so it took us a good hour to get there. We didnt get to go into the house, but from what i saw i LOVE it. Its so cute and girly and cute. Its like right on the intersection and RIGHT beside this donut store, so we are all gonna try to get jobs there. We discovered there is a KFC like 4 doors down, so that is gonna be trouble. Our house is definatly the best in the neighbourhood. AWWW i love it. I cant wait to see inside:)

So we took another detour to find a house for the boys, and after almost dieing climbin a hill, we got back 2 hours later. We all thought we were gonna die. I still feel that way, and thats why im not going out. I dont know if anyone of this floor is.. they have been getting ready for like 3 hours now, and are STILL here. hmm weird. Whatever i closed my door for quietness. Now i think im gonna get some more sleep.

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