2003-03-16 - 5:32 p.m.
What a weekend.

I wanted to wait to update til I had the pictures from Markus and Alexs camera�but this is the only time I really have today, so next entry ill include the GREAT pictures! Hahaha.

Back to Thursday�.I had my sociology paper due the next day, and like the person I am, I started it the day before. I honestly can not work on something if there is no pressure to get it done. My TA was talking about it in class the next day, and when your whole life you do things last minutes, you find that�s when you work best, and it is for me. So the whole day I worked really hard on it, I would say half of my house also had some essay due as well, so we all decided to stay in from Isaacs *as hard as that was.. * and pull all nighters together. So I worked hardcore * hahaha* from about 7pm til 7am the next morning. We took LOTS of breaks, and if you didn�t know we were all working on essays and were on 5 cups of coffee each you would have thought we were fucking drunk. It was crazy fun for once to work on an essay. I don�t know what id do without the people in this house while being at University. I would honestly have break downs every day. So around 3ish, me Jason,carly and carly went on a food run. That was defiantly fun time, we got back had a shot each, and got back to work. Good times for sure. I ended up finishing the big essay at 7am, and feel right into bed. Got 2 hours sleep, than dragged my ass to class, and handed that shit in.

Friday was a very weird day. I was really happy during the day cause I was looking forward to Markus, Lisa, and Axle coming to party it up at Brock. This was the third time we had planned for them to come, the other two times things came up last minutes. I had a REALLy bad feeling later in the day. So I get a message around 4ish saying Axles car broke down *he goes to school in Detroit * and there was no time to get it fixed. He was gonna pick up lisa * In waterloo * on the way, so they were both outta the pictures for not coming to the B rock�So me and Jamie sat here and convinced Markus to find someone else ANYONE, and come to Brock. So he asked everyone, and finally got Alex Scott to come. I know alex cause I worked with him, and he had the BEST parties back in the day. Everyone knows everyone is Pickering�.So yayayyaya this made me a lot happier than I was that I would have someone come visit. So many people tell me they will come visit me, but never do, so for someone to actually come, made my year! Hahahaha. So I cleaned the room, and goofed around, and I got a call at 8:30 to say they were almost here. We were suppost to go to the LCBO/BEER store to get some stuff, and one of nicoles friends colin need alcohol too. So we waited in my room�waited�.keep in mine the LCBO closes at 9. I get a call at 9:04 asking if I likes �Canadian or blue��I barely said Canadian and he hung up. So they FINALLY got here at 9:15ish with a 2-4. Pretty much everyone in my house who didn�t go home this weekend was going out. This was defiantly weird for a Friday night, cause normally this is our recovering night, but of cource everyone was working on their essays the night before, so no Isaacs. So everyone was down on our floor, pre-tanking, and drinking. I introduced the guys to everyone, and the guys in my house got along with them really good, and got into a big talk about hockey while I was getting ready. All I hope is that my guests have a good time, and than I can have a goodtime! So some people got cabs around 10, and me, the guys, Jamie and sarah stayed back to drink more. I noticed Sara and Markus were getting a little close!!!! Woo woo! So we finally finished up our beer, and called a cab. I think we were all pretty buzzed by the time we left. I think we left at 11ish, and headed to Sammies Bar downtown to meet up with everyone. There was sports management bar crawl going on that Trina, Christine and Jess were on, so we said we would meet up with them there. So we got there, and it was packed with sports man. People. We saw the girls right away, and hit up the bar for 2 doller beers!!! We danced it up a bit, and than around 12 we decided we would head over to Big Bucks.Markus and Alex were playing some pool in the back room so me and Jamie went to get them. While we were waiting for them, we started to hit on the �chef� in the back. He was pretty damn hot, so me and Jamie (being the drunk crazy girls we are) asked him to take off his clothes (WHY? I do not know) he said he would if we did. We agreed, but told him he had to go first. So he started taking off his clothes, and than he caught on to our tricks, and we had to go anyways. HAHA. So we went over to bucks, there was a big line, but we found some of the people in our house at the front, and got RIGHT in. It was pretty packed considering we don�t really know what it is like on a Friday. I was pretty drunk at this point, but continued to drink. This guy bought me a few shots, and markus bought me a shot (which I didn not remember til he told me yesterday ). I came with 25 dollars, and left with like 2 quarters. Bad I know�.*tisk tisk to me� *. I danced it up a lot. Now that I think about it, I kinda went on my own a lot, and just randomly danced around the place. Christine told me the next day that she was with some people and they just saw me dancing on the little stage by myself. Hahahha. I chilled with the guys too, making sure they were having fun. Nicole kept telling me thruoughtout the night how HOT alex was..i told alex a million TIMES to go hook that up cause she really wanted him., but he was too drunk and worried about getting his weed from raheem that he didn�t make a move *dumbie! *. Markus and Sara were hooking it up too, oh but there will be a twist coming up.

So ya just randomly did my thing. I think at my drunkest point *why I say that is because im still trying to figure out how it happened * I met this guy. I don�t remember if we were dancing or what, but ive seen him around a lot this year, andi noticed he had a tongue piercing, and again if you know me piercings are a weak spot for me. Next thing I remmebr we were making out. I know he told me his name and we were talking, but for the life of me I cant remember. His friend came over and told him they had to go, cause they are on the wrestling team and had to get up early * that�s the only part I remember *, so he left. Very random. After that I think I went to find people. Everyone was hanging out by the pool tables, and Jamie came over to me and said �TAWNYA I found this guy who is your type..go talk to him� She knows me too well, cause this guy was EXACTLY my type. He had a lot of piercings, and was fucking HOTTTTTT. He was with this other guy, so me and Jamie went over and talked to them. I found out they were friends with Jordom and Raheem and tracy and all those ajax people. So we started talking about who we knew around pickering/ajax and all that stuff..ahh he was hot. His name is Joel btw. So I think I went the washroom, and again randomly went by myself to dance again. Time honestly FLYS when your drunk. The next thing I know the place was clearly out., so I assume it was around 1:30. I saw Joel, and went over and chatted it up with him. He is honesly ahhh I cant describe, the more I talked to him the more I wanted to marry him. We were talking about what bands we like, and he knew a lot of local bands that only a few people I know, know. So I was going insane cause he knew them, and than he tells me he is a becoming a professional piercier, and I fall in love again. Oh man. Sorry. So we talked for a good while, and the lights started to come on, and bouncers were kicking people out. I got my jacket, and started talking with Jordon and Raheem and Jordon was like �TAWNYA wants to kiss Joel�DO it!!!�. So he kept pushing me towards him. Jordon was like call me when you get home or msn me. So for about 10 minutes jordon was telling me his extention OVER AND OVER again. So we finall left Bucks, and I don�t remember walking to the drunk bus, but we did. I was glad to see Markus and Alex were still alive and having a good time. Me and Jamie kinda sat at the front of the bus. Joel was sitting near us, and I was literally about to get up and sit beside him, when someone threw a napkin at me. Me and Jamie turn around and it was this guy Brandon that Jamie knows from Drews hockey team. Throughtout the year Jamie would ALWAYS talk about how hot he was, blah blah�I thought she had pointed him out before, but I was looking at the wrong guy, cause this guy I don�t ever remember seeing, and was fucking HOTTTTTT.im not even joking. Woo. ANYWAYS so we throw the napkin back at him, and I turn around and he kinda points in our direction. I thought he wanted to talk to Jamie so I point to her and yell �her?!�. He than shakes his head, and points to me, and says �no you�� I honesly couldn�t believe it, so that went back and forth for a few minutes. I whisper to Jamie �HOLY SHIT, this guy is so fucking hot..� and she replys �ya I told you that a million times, and now he wants You!�. So he asked for my number a million of times, and I give it to him thru hand actions, and than he asked my name. He was at the back of the bus, so it was kinda hard, and Jamie turns around and yells �HER NAME IS TAWNYA�. So we get off the bus�He comes over and asks if I want to hang out with his house. Being the drunken fool I am, I say yes, and ill drink some more�Jordon and all those ajax guys were going the same way, and Jamie, alex and jess came too. I totally forgot about Joel at this point, FUCK�.This was the biggest mistake of the night. I should have went for overall my type, really nice, again PERFECT guy for me, instead of the OVERwelmingly hot guy. FUCK. So ya, we kinda walked behind everyone, and next thing I know everyone was gone. So we went to his court in village, and went into his house. There were people everywhere, and he gave me a beer and I drank STUPIDLY more. I swear I need to work on stopping, after I KNOW Im WAY Too drunk as it is. Everyone kinda left, and me and Brandon were in the living room watching sports highlights, talking about the leafs, and we just started to make out. Yup, one of his friends came down, so we went up to his bedroom. AHHHHH. It was good, until he started to ask if I wanted to have sex. By this point even though I did have that other beer, I could think for myself. This is when his attraction level went down the fucking tube. I mean yes I know I should not complain and bitch about this, because honesly I got myself into this situation, I was dumb, and really I can see how the whole situation would give off that impression. I didn�t feel like he was too aggressive about things, cause if I did I would have gotten the hell outta there, but I just didn�t feel comfortable. He kept saying �I totally understand your decision..and respect that�. But when you keep asking over and over, and pretty much telling me that I WANT and its no big deal, than fuck u. I know what your all thinking, I know I get myself into this situations, I know a lot of the things I do are really stupid. I just have to learn the hard way I guess. We just fooled around, and there was no way in hell I would have sex with some guy I just met cause I thought he was really hot. I know this was a very dangerour situation cause I was drunk�.but nothing more happened. So yes. We were both drunk and we fell asleep, woke up at 6, and I just wanted to go home. I felt really bad cause I had guests over too, and I have no clue if they got back. I started to leave, and I remembered I didn�t have my swipe card and there was NO WAY in hell I would call trina again and wake her up. I told him this, and I got mad over something, and stormed outta the house. He ran after me, and told me he wasn�t gonna let me walk home by myself, and I wasn�t gonna sleep in the halls *oh ya, that�s what I said. That I would sleep in the hall cause I didn�t have my card.. * so he told me to get back in the house. I thing I went back in and just walked and slept on the couch. Im not sure if I did that, fuck. But he told he just to go sleep in his room. I woke up at 10ish, and walked back to the other side of campus. It was SOOO fucking nice outside, and I felt like shit, and I was totally doing the walk of shame, still in my clothes from last night. Haha. I got back, called trina and she let me in. I walk into our room, and guess who was in Trinas bed, MARKUS. Soooooo me little aussie roommate hooked it up with Markuu. HAHHA. They were telling me all the stories from last night, Jamie woke up and Rob slept in her room. I asked were alex was and he was sleeping in Christines room on the extra bed. Oh man some of the stories were crazy. Alex was REALLy drunk and they went to Raheems house *that when I lost them * and smoke up. It was dirty weed so Jamie and alex got fucked, and threw up all over. Raheem had to walk alex back here, and alex was puking, and they had to carry him to bed. It was crazy around here. Im kinda upset I missed all the action going on around our house..but what can ya do. Live and learn. So we took TONS of pictures in the morning, went to brunch in the caf. We were all so amused of how excited Alex and Markus were with the caf food. HAHHAHA. Told stories, and than headed back to get ready. We decided to go to the casino in Niagara falls, so me, and the guys headed to Nigara falls which is like 10 minutes away. We took MANY detours to find parking, and we parked illegally on this road, and litally RAN to the casino so we would not get towed. I was the only one with money ( 5bucks ), so I played the shots, doubled my money, and stopped. In honestly less than 5 minutes I won double my money! Score, that was my first time in the casino and I wanna go again. Its sooooo overwhelming. So we ran back, the car was still there, and we headed back to St catties.

When we got back the boys had to go BACK to N.F�s because markus parents were going there, so they left. Right when they left I turn to Trina and ask �what happened with you and markus�. She told me the series of events. Christine comes into the room and turns to trina and goes, �ohhh what was the deal with u and markus�I saw you two making out at Bucks� HAHHAHA I could not believe it, and now I guess I understand that shock Jamie had when I hooked up with her friend doug. Oh man..goodtimes. I was so dead tired, and I ended up falling asleep at 7. I woke at 9 to the phone ringing, and it was the boys. They were coming back to get there stuff. Everyone was honesly dead in my house, and I thought they were only gonna stay 10 minutes to get their stuff, but they ended up staying for like 4 hours. We just chilled in my room., talking the whole time. It was really a lot of fun. Those guys are really great, and so funny. They are coming back in two weeks, Mike Bushey is also gonna come with them. Im defiantly looking forward to that!!!!!

Man this is the longest entry ever. Today is honesltly such a nice day. It is like 12C outside, and that may not seem warm, but when all you�ve had for the last 4 months was �30C, its fucking beautiful!!!! After brunch, me, Jamie and matt went rollerblading around Brock. Me and Jamie were talking about Friday night and all the crazy occurrences. She was like �TAWNYa I cant believe you made out with Brandon, he is honesly the hottest guy ive ever met�. �Ya he is, but looks aren�t everything���. Lesson to learn kids. Next time go for the boy that made me smile with having so much in common. Piercing boy:( hahhaa..ok, I really should do some work now..i think this entry has taken me like an hour and a half. Woo im writing this in word, and did spell check, and this is double the size of what my film essay has to be�so score!!!!

OH i do have a few pictures from sara's camera, so its just the beggining. trust me we have over 100 pictures from the last few days!!! go here here In the first two pictures my cheek looks weird...dont ask! hahaha.

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