2002-09-30 - 11:30 p.m.
Saturday nights are crazy nights!
SO friday night i ended up staying in...i felt really sick, and was so unbelievably sore i couldnt even walk..so i slept! oh and it was some good sleeeep:)
Saturday i got woken up by jamie jumping on my bed, and we decided to go for a trip to the mall. Oh and it was well worth it. We both got kick ass "bar" shirts:) oh ya, damn sexy! We also went grocery shopping, and i had INTENDED on not getting any food, but of cource that didnt happen, and i bought some ice tea, and CHIPS AND DIP!! i swear to god, im gonna be fat by the time i go back home in april..
Later that day jamies 3 friends from back home came! yaya, that was exciting cause jamie was crazy excited the whole day, so it sorta rubbed off on me. yaya they were really cool gals, and we were all ready to go out and PARTY!!! We had planned to leave at 9:15, but didnt acually leave til 10:45. Since it was the HUGE wine festive in St. Catharines it was IMPOSSIBLE to get a cab, and we literally had to beg these two cab drivers to drive us..We went to L3 downtown st. cats, and we acually got to go in front of the line cause we were so damn hot *that and it was ladies night, and the bouncer saw us 6 ladies and told us to come to the front!, oh the powers of being female!* When we got in their the place was PACKED, and we started drinking right away. I had a shot, and 3 mixed drinks, and i was good to go! We went upstairs on the dance floor, and went immediatly to the corner where the little stage was, and danced it up! The DJ keep refering to us as the "go-go dancers!"..It was soo damn hot in there that we would take turns on the stage, 3 at a time, while the other got more drinks,washroom,danced on the floor, or just plain rested and colded off near the door.
I was feeling crazy so i just went on the floor and randomly started dancing with some guys...While i was walking out of the crowd of people dancing, this hot hot hot guy *whome i acually noticed before when i first got upstairs* puts out his hand and introduced himself...Oh he was a doll..His name was Lee, and we started talking to each other about like where we live, school, etc...He was acually 24, and worked for his dad...It was SOO weird to have him say he was 24, because even though thats not a HUGE difference in age, to me 24 is OLD..i mean HELL 20 is old..i still have this kids frame of mind that 20=old..Its weird...So ya it was cute talking to him cause it was crazy loud in their that we had to get close and yell..So ya we were talking, and he introduced me to his friends, and than his friend told him something, and he said he would be back..I honestly didnt think he would be back, so i went down to the washroom, danced on the stage, and eventually just started dancing on the floor with people again. I was dancing with this one guy, and i turn around and Lee was like "HEY, i was looking for ya!"..So we started talking *wait, yelling* and than started dancing...I felt DISGUESTING thou, because i was dieing of heat, it was so hot, i thought i was gonna melt in there..So my hair was like soaking wet, and i just felt gross..I think i said something to him about me feeling gross, and he was like "no, you look beautiful"..aww...so ya we danced, and than we kissed. But i liked it, cause it wasnt like that guy at issac's on thursday, where it was hardcore drunken making out, this was a different kiss. It was like a GOOD KISS..I dont know hard to explain...So ya we danced for a while, and i dunno what happened, i think jamie wanted me to go on the stage with her, so i just left.....
I danced some more up there, and walked around the place...Than i was watching eylse and some boys play fusball, and i feel someone touch my back. I turn around and it was Lee..awww he was so fucking hot......He told me he was leaving, and it was weird, cause i didnt know what to say. So i was just like "um ok..well ill hopefully see ya around"...and he was like "ya, i really hope i see you around..." and there was a part of me that wanted to be like "whats your number" and another part that was like "no tawnya, he probably just wants one thing....forget it"...so i just said "um ok, bye" and i turned around....He stood behind me for like a bit, than was like "ok, bye"..and he left...Bah..
Im at the point where i just want a relationship with someone...But im not just gonna rush into one or want one from the first guy i see..cause that would be stupid, and i also made myself a promise i would never go out with a guy i meet at a bar, so in a way im glad what i did, but annother part of me is thinking that i shouldnt just SHUT out all guys i meet at a bar, because i made that stupid rule...But right now and for the near future im gonna stick to that rule....so nothing lost, and nothing gained...
ANYWAYS, me and the girls ended up leaving around 1:15am. IT WAS CRAZYYY downtown. There were people EVERYWHERE. me and elyse were craving pizza pizza, *its a drinking thing*, so we waited in line for about 30 minutes *ya the line was SURE down the street*..so we got our pizza and tryed calling a cab, but there was NO WAY IN HELL WE WERE gonna get a cab on this the craziest/busyest night of the year in st catharines..All cab numbers were busy, so elyse sugguest we walk to the bridge *which sorta connects the downtown area with the more sub-urban area in st. cats*..That way we could flag down the cabs coming downtown..Now remember i am wearing my "sex boots-as elyse would call them", or "hooker-boots", or big high black boots, whatever you prefer..Now we walked about 10 minutes to this bridge, and it was PACKED with people, so we continied to walk down glenridge street *which is the big street from Brock to Downtown*..Brock is about a 10 minute drive from downtown btw...so walking, i have no clue, we figured a good hour+ or more consideroing some of us were drunk, and wearing the highest most NON-WALKING shoes possible...Oh so we walked and walked and walked down this street for what seems like 45 minutes, and FINALLY we flag down a cab, and THANK GOD he let 6 of us get into the car...Oh my god, we got outta the cab at brock *it was around 3am by now* and i COULDNT walk, my feet were dead...*It STILL hurts to walk*...so ya, it was an adventure to say the least, a story to tell the grandkids! hahaha
Sunday i lazied around, dont really remember what i did, but who cares...Oh wait, i felt like shit yesterday...sick and sore...
Today has been LONGG..yes as we all remember mondays are DAYS-O-HELL!!! At least for my english lecture i have those two hot punk boys to give me reason to go to that class each week *i told my mom that, and she is glad i found some reason to go!*..aww ya..i bought me a NICE brock hoodie today too...:) AFYER my 7 hours of class, i had a house meeting at 9, and that was followed by a "sex talk" by the health center. Oh yes..i know you all wish you were at Brock now! Free condoms and chocholate, what more could we ask for!
Ok well wow, its 12am now....so bed time is NOW time!
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