2003-01-12 - 10:59 p.m.
Good old Big bucks!

hey hey...Ill get right to the point. Friday was a really good day. I wrote an entry about it on my word thingy, but i dont wanna post it JUST YET..but in the near near future, dont you worry!

Saturday..Im pretty sure i slept in, and just chilled around res the whole day. By 8ish we all got ready to head out to BIG BUCKSSSS...woo nelly how i missed saturday night bucks! I was ready by 9, and so was trina but everyone eles takes their sweet ass time, so we didnt end up leaving til 9:30, and had to wait even longer for the fucking cabs that never come. Well not really taking in the fact that this was the first saturday back at uni, and that EVERYONE was gonna be at Bucks, we didnt get their til 10, and the line was definatly the longest i have ever seen it. Pretty much all around the building. Now let me also remind you in was at LEAST minus 10C last night..so we waited a good 2 hours in line, before we said screw this and one of tracys friends talked to the bouncer,and he brought us right to the front of the line for a feee of 10 dollars each. It was damn worth the freezin and going into bucks. So we got in around 11:30 and the place was PACKED. i PLANNED on not drinking last night at all, but we all know that went STRAIGHT TO hell, but i was only buzzed as i just pre-tanked, so by the time we got there i was pretty sobered up. Right away me and jamie make our rounds around the place, going up to guys, dancing, good fun. Later in the night i was talking to tim and drew at this table, and i turned around and saw Rudy, so i just waved. I told jamie that, and said Jordon would probably also be here. Jamie didnt really want to see jordon, cause she knew that he would want us to come back to his house and he said monday night that by saturday jamie would be in his house. Well a good five minutes later who do we see, Jordon..haha so we try to get away from them, and we went down to the pool table area, talked to sean and ian, and chatting with randon people. A few minutes later, Jordon and Rudy come down. I really think they are cool guys, but i dunno, i just knew they wanted to hook up, and i wasnt down for that last night, so we tryed to avoid them. haha so me and rudy talked, kinda getting close and stuff. They said they would be back as they were going to find their roommates *kinda hopin i would see jeremy too, but didnt*. So anyways it was so funny cause me,jamie and krista were just talking and this two good looking guys come over, and say "How did you girls get so beautiful, we couldnt help but notice you pretty girls". We all just looked at each other, smiled, than turned away from them and continued to talk. hahah they stood their for 5 minutes, than FINALLY getting the point there stupid pick up lines werent gonna work on us and left. HAHAHHAHA it was really funny.

So ya, same old fun bucks..goodtimes all around. We decided to leave around 2ish, went and got our jackets, and when we came back to get Trina i saw Jordon. I grab jamie, and we try as quickly to get outta there, but there was a ton of people, so he caught up. He asked jamie if she was going, she said yes, and we left. hahah goodold drunk bus home. We got back, all three of us wanted pizza crazy bad, so we ordered two large pizzas..As we finally get the pizza and sat in jamies room eating it, jamies phone rings. It was Jordon. He asked Jamie if she was mad at him, convinces her to come over, and she says she will talk to him later. Back to the pizza, when MY phone rings. Trina runs and gets it, and yells "TAWNYA, ITS RUDY". hahahha, so she gives me the phone, and he proceeds to ask what im doing, if i hate him, were we ignoring them tonight, asking if they could come over, blah blah. hahha, jordon than talks to jamie, says the same stuff, and hands me back the phone to rudy. Its funny cause me and jamie are COMPLETELY sober, and both the guys were hammered. So i went into my room and have about a 30 minute conversation with him, trying to explain i didnt hate him, no we cant come over, that its funny how it seems like the phone calls are booty calls, he went ON AND ON about how much he liked me, and how he is attracted to me, and wants to get to know me...It was by far the funniest conversation i have ever had, because i totally had the control in the whole conversation, and it sounded like he was the "girl" in the "relationship".. "Do you like me...how come you guys were ignoring us...can i call you tommrowo" HAHAHHA so ya that went on for what seemed like FOREVER..HAHAH its funny cause i really like these guys, but it is SO a booty call!!!! hahahhaha. Its also weird to begin with because of the whole Jeremy thing, and i mean im attracted to both of the guys, but i mean i got to know Jeremy more, and really liked his personality, so in a way im more strongly attracted to Jeremy, but than he also has a girlfriend. SO REALLY the whole situation is fucked! hahaha but funny!

So ya i FINALLY finished my pizza, at this time, Phil and JP from Shick came over, and we chilled with them in jme's room. haha funny conversations in there too, cause they were both drunk. haha. I finally went to sleep around 5, 5:30.

Today has been a lazy day. Its sunday, what do you expect!!! Ok well go time is now time. Love you!!

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